first day of july

woke up, eat breakfast then jacky call to tell me to go over. pick her up, and took my car to the block @ orange. got lost for a while, and had to ask several people on the street and the gas station which is full of indian people which i don't understand them.
finally reach the block @ orange, walk around in this hot wheather, went into forever 21 and finally found my shirt there. took pictures at the photobooth, thinking that it will talk to us when we start taking pictures.
i thought we were going to spend the whole day there but unfortunally we left after 2hours, and decided to drive down anaheim blvd. and end up at disneyland somehow.
after we went to brea mall, and took more pictures at the apple store. then head on over to downtown brea and got some arizona ice tea, and went over to old navy really quick to get some cold air.
got hungry then went to costco to eat chicken bake and hot dogs.

so tonight went out to eat with my brother and my mom, then went to target to walk around.
when i was making a turn out of target, i saw this guy waving by the crosswalk, and i ask my mom who is this guy waving too?. my mom was like, "idk." then i turn around i saw the bus on the other side of the street and i was like "awww he miss the bus."
while i was driving half way back home i feel really bad. and i said, "mom that sucks that he miss the bus and he's in a t-shirt and a short on a cold day, we should give him a ride?!" cause the bus arent going to come for antoher hour.
my mom was like, " i know we should."
so i made a u-turn which this truck behind me was about to hit me out of no where, but i made it safely to the bus stop.
we pull down the window and ask the young men if he want a ride to where ever he is going. then we took him all the way to rowland heights, and i feel great about it, eventhough he was a stranger to me but im glady that i help someone out.

SPRING BREAK!

so its finally spring break, first thing first spending the weekends at vegas <3
then i don't know what's rest but i hope its good cause i needed.
anywas well im here in vegas, back home its having a wonderful weather well im here freezing my ass off. all i brought was shorts and tanktops, since my aunt told me that it was going to be hot out here but i guess not!
i have one in a half day to go then i get to go back home and relax.

hopefully i get to go to the beach this week



to be continue....

red robbins/pinkberry& harkins

around 4pm my mom was going to let me take the car to meet up with jacky at red robbins but then she change her mind cause i told her i was going to come home late at night, so instead she drop me off at jacky house. chill for an hour, then went to red robbins since she NEVER went there before. the waiter who was helping us out really like us i guess cause we order one drink instead he gave us to saying that he was talking to his friend and he miss up the order and he keep giving us bottomless fries, which taste so good!
afterward we went to harkins to watch i love you, man. we were planning to see knowing but once we walk in the movie had all ready started and it was pack, so we end up getting pinkberry at the shoppes.

today got out of beginning of 3rd period to donate blood for the red cross. waited there for a pretty long time and seeing people pale faces after they got their shot. it some how scare me; thinking that it might happen to me afterward. kayleen was keeping me company till it was my turn to go. as i was waiting, i was eating like a fat ass.... donuts, muffins, cookies, and juice.
after an hour i got my shot, i went back to 5th period, and i was just sitting there in my class stairing at the teacher and the board. i felt little dizzy, light headed, i was spacing out the whole period, since they took my blood out on my right hand instead of my left so i couldnt do anything in my 5th and 6th period.
later, drop my brother off at harkins and then went out with my mom.

today suckss. i wish i can rewind back and change everything; well at least this week. and pretend nothing happens. life suck and you just have to deal with it. as for me.
luckley on the bright side im going to sadies on friday and im excited. but having my phone and my text message away for texting in class and not paying attention is BULLSHIT!
im pissed of at my mom and everybody else. i just want to get out of here and go to somewhere i can relax and not think of anything for once. it's so stupid how i have to get STRAIGHT A's to get it back.
Ima take whatever it takes for me to get it back; even if i have to be a nerd and study SUPER DUPER HARD and pay attention in everysingle one of my classes and try not to fall asleep for about 2months or 3 to get straight A's on my next progress report.
I just hope that i can manage to do it; cause i know i won't be able to, but i will try my hardest!!!


FUCK EVERYTHING AND JUST LET THE SHIT HAPPENS!

ever feel like something is bothering but you just want to hide it, and later on just want to cry all about it so you can let your feeling out?!
how sometimes things dont work out what you want it to be.
and no matter how hard you put yourself into and give it 100%, yet you get nothing back; but you try and that's all it takes.
well this week i been ups and down, and trying to forget what has happen and just move on. but i cant....
its been hard lately to just forget what happen and move on. i mean everything happens for a reason right?! and when things goes wrong you just got to look on the bright side and think postive.
im really glad that someone who is kind enough to take the time and sit down and talk to me about some things, and relate to me and give me the courage to not let myself down and not to feel bad about myself and a wisdom.
i'm also happy that i have friends who can really me there for me and never gives up on me and always find a way to help me out.
How they can make me laugh when i don't want to and make me feel better when im down, and give me the worst hug ever in my life. ahaha. i think you know who you are when you read this....
right now my mind is really frustrated but i know that sooner or later its going to get better. and when things don't turn out right maybe it just not ment to be. i just hope that everything will be alright by the time it comes. and when it does comes i know that i'm going to be content and what ever happens in the past it is all worth it.

this afternoon jacky came over to my house to run once again! first i didnt had my shoes on and i was looking for a parking space for her to park. then i ran back into my house and got my shoe then she told me to get in her car saying that we're going to target, without letting my parent know. we we're gone for like 15min and my parent didnt even know i was out.
chill at my house for 15min, then head to the park and ran for 3laps and hit stephen up to see if he's in db. walk up this huge steep hill and found stephen riding his long board. chill for a while with him and walk back to my house.
after dinner she show me this weird video where a fat lady was singing and she fall out of no where on the table. then went up and watch "black to the future" see how its black not back, it was all about black people. it was hilarious how nelly has a bandage on his face for his video.

today after school theres no practice today so i just went straight to ms.chui's room. then me and jacky start talking how we want bobba and we going to meet irvin there. then Ms. chui want to chill with us i guess & kayleen also so we decide that let's all go to lollicup together.
then i had a feeling that irvin is not going to show up like always.... but then when we walk in there he was with his sister crystal. and i was shock that he actually show up like he said he would.
ms.chui bought us bobba and we just sit and talk and at 6pm jacky took me to her house and my mom pick me up there and went to eat at costco.
when i got home i check my myspace and there was a message from "alien" saying that he cant go with me to sadies because he's going with his homie; which i ask him like beginning of feburary and just ditch me like that.....
so right now im really dissapointed how i can get rejected so many times, and i dont get how people just ask and it only take them one try to get a person to say yes to them. but whatever, it doesnt matter now!
i guess i just have to find somebody of my own species like jacky said. lol.
i guess this week i can think about who i want to go to sadies with afterall, if not im just going to go with kayleen. also jacky want to run with me so probably she is going to come over tomorrow after the race and go running with me. then i have to go to airport to pick up my dad; he's coming home, finally!. on sunday go pick up my car at my grandma house and maybe family gathering....

yesturday, had family reunion after went to the shoppes to get our sadies clothes. i haven't even think about who am going to ask and im all ready getting my clothes. ofcourse the next day is SAT but im not going cause i know i won't be able to wake up the next day so instead im taking it in May.
so basically we walk around at montclair then met up with andrew at the shoppes. then ate at jonny rocket. it was pretty chill last night.
next week is hell again. but hopefully it rains for like the whole week cause i really don't want to run. but i'll get use to it sooner or later.

another week as past once again. yesturday was the first day of track practice; it was hell! but i was proud that i complete a 20min run without stopping well maybe walk for 5min but other than that i feel good afterward. unfortunally not the next day, i was sore, i couldnt even walk up the stair. it just been a crazy week, hopefully next week would be better.
lately i been sleeping, eating, and sleeping for the past 2 weeks. don't feel like doing anything, and its so boring just doing homework. i feel like i'm in a lockdown.
i don't even know what am doing this week. probably going shopping with jacky for sadies clothes, and family reunion on sunday. im so jealous that my brother is going to knotts tomorrow. i been wanting to go since december. sadies coming up and it's at knotts so hopefully i can go. haven't think about who i want to ask. well i have a person in my mind but it just hard for me to convince him to go, afterall he's too lazy to do anything.

another week has past; still waiting for my dad to get back from taiwan.
yesturday i was suppose to go to jacky house to look for our shirts for sadies but my mom didnt come home till 4 in the afternoon.
im so frustrated about this week; cause the guys that im planing to ask have a gf, and i dont want to ask my best friend cause he's kinda immature and its weird going with him. then i ask the guy that i took last year which he said yes to me first time i ask; then he change his mind saying that he need to see what is going on that day cause its still a month away!
Now i dont know what to do, every guy i want to ask is mostly taken. yet sadies is still a month away. i just don't feel like thinking about it right now; what ever happens happen. eventhough i want to go to so bad!

so it been raining on and off all this week. & it suck cause it ruin my whole weekends. my dad just left to tawian on saturday; just sitting here doing nothing but just think how i want sadies to come up all ready!
today, my friends are coming over to play wii, yet its raining outside and i dont know how they going to get here.
raining day does really sucks! i want this week to be over with and hopefully next week is better.

highlight of this week,
on friday i was suppose to get my behind the wheel hours then i realize that i didnt have my permit paper with me so they cancel it, and now i have to wait another week to meet my instructorl; instead i went driving with my mom.
on saturday went driving with my mom again! got home like at 3:00pm. don't know what else to do around the house so went out for a jogg then read new moon. my cousin IM me saying that chris want to chill. so met him at peterson park, then decided to go to pantera park for the snow festival. had a great time there. didnt get home till 6:00pm and once i got home i took off my sandals my feet was sore as hell from walking up that huge hill.
then on sunday didnt do anything till later at night; went to the movie with jacky and irvin. we got the ticket for the unborn and we waited for irvin to show up cause we know he's always late so we gave him a specific time to meet us there. it was getting close to 7:50, and the movie was about to start so we went in. then during the movie he text jacky saying that they didnt let him in so i ran out to get him TWICE! and i ran back in and jacky told me that he left. but in my mind i was thinking that this foo right here didnt even bother to show up cause it was too late and the movie as started. at the end it was just me and jacky. afterward he was suppose to take us home and we got stuck at the movie theathre, but luckily justin was nice enough to come all the way this far to pick us up and take us home.

yesturday went to get a haircut with my mom, my brother, my aunt and my dad. after my mom drop me off at cue to meet up with jacky, adrew and adam. after we walk to costco to get food then hometown buffet. then my dad pick me up; jacky came over because her mom was at a wedding. we saw something really weird and funny in my 8th grade year book, then went on youtube to watch some videos. and we decide to make our own little show call krystal & jacky show sometimes this week ahaha. about 10:30pm jacky try to call her mom but she wasnt picking, and she hang up on her everysingle time she call. out of no where i heard that there was cops at jacky house!? jacky had to stay a little longer because her brother call the cops on this dude who broke in to her house for a stupid reason, and her mom was trap outside cause the cop wont let her in. finally after her mom call to see if my mom can take her home.